in 1999 i liked her but she wanted me to put her in the pedestal again

in 1999 i liked her but she wanted me to put her in the pedestal again
and that i couldnt do moreover blind, she didnt accept me as equal
she thought i was singing to her and i wasnt.
if i had put her in the pedestal she wouldnt return again to earth
and id be unbalanced forever(i was afraid of rejection)
she was with her bf. if she really liked me she would had accept me as
equals and would kick her bf in the butt