Take your cheese and put it in my hand

Whenever I give her something, she's out the door in a shot.  Having cheese does fuck all to contribute to your CHA.  It's about breaking her spine in two and then opening up her face with a plastic knife as the staff close in with stun batons.  Complicitness and insincerity.
It's things like this that are the reason I can't keep a girl.  I have hostility for them not love and they want tenderness and forthrightness.
I've never been married, never kept an SO more than six years in a row, and most women in the vicinity shun me.  I need two bottles of wine and a corkscrew.  The latter I can stick into the girl's eye socket and leverage for increasing pain.  Do as I say or I'm closing the handles!
It's because of my misogyny that I can't keep a lady.  They need a man who can turn off and on.  Clearly I see that hatred is the opposite.
I need a girl maybe I should focus on understanding the lyrics to my favorite VNV Nation song some more.  I feel that it is injust that I was never told as a child of the struggle for girls.  When we studied reproduction I felt assured of my participation in the marriage accord.
I am naive and foolish.  Lots of guys struggle to get girls and even some guys without glasses have to work at it some.  Me with a girl?